Wednesday, April 2, 2014

Things found on the shelves

At a rough guess I have something between 2500 - 3000 books, up until 2000 I had a reasonably good grasp on what I had and where each book might be, but at some point (that point was probably in 2010, or possibly at 2010 - who knows) I ran out of sufficient shelf space and also lost track of what exactly I had. I would love more shelves (a slightly bigger flat or house to put them in would be handy too) more shelves would mean better organisation (I like to think that's what would happen) and it might be easier to find things which would mostly be a bonus. On the other hand something that I've come to love are those times when I'm looking for something and come across a cache of books I'd forgotten I had, in some ways it's even more exciting than getting new books. I'd miss that with better organisation. I might not miss the increased possibility if buying the same book twice.

Occasionally, in a half hearted way, I think about a clear out, stare at things I haven't picked up for years, and wonder how much I need a shelf for poetry. This week, after probably about a decade of indifference I can't seem to read enough of the stuff. Maybe it's spring in the air. Because it's been so long there have been some discovery's. Turns out I did buy a collection of Donne at some point, no doubt influenced by Dorothy L. Sayers, it also turns out that I'm not anything like the fan that Sayers was. The Romantic poets that I loved as a teenager, especially Keats, don't resonate with me in the same way at the moment, and I daren't open my collection of Victorian poetry which was always more for local colour than emotional connection.

The nicest find though was a forgotten collected poems of Philip Larkin. I'd written in it 2004, 31, the nicest thing, from which I gather that it was a 31st birthday present, there is only one person who would have given it to me, it was and is a lovely present to have received. I'm also quite pleased to find I have Heaney's Beowulf which I was thinking of buying.


This rediscovered love for reading poetry is partly due to being in-between books and unsure of quite what I'm in the mood for next, normally it's short stories at a time like this, but poems provide an even quicker fix and I've found something else in them that I didn't expect. Because many of these books haven't been opened for the best part of a decade they're full of page markers and reminders of a somewhat younger self, it's a much kinder reminder of (relative) youth than a photograph which generally serves to highlight the acquisition of grey hairs, it certainly reinforces my idea of a collection of books being a form of self portrait.

9 comments:

  1. Lovely post, Hayley, and how I agree with it! Our book collections really are self portraits. And finding forgotten books among our own collections is like going to the world's most customised bookshop - and, second time around, the books are free!

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    1. Agree whole-heartedly. Self-portraits - yes definitely, and portraits at different points in our lives. Was I really reading that when I was 23? Why ever did I like that? And then of course there are the familiar friends that slip seamlessly back into our lives.

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    2. All of the above! The idea of the worlds most bespoke bookshop is charming, and so much better for all the books being free this time round. Like most self portraits there's a certain amount of self flattery involved so the books I've kept reflect well on my younger self - or so my older self believes!

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  2. I agree. I love how books reflect what we like and who we are/were. And I also love finding forgotten books. I think it's almost better than buying them because you have the added element of surprise!

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    1. And it's always a nice surprise. I couldn't imagine a home without books in it - at least not a home for me.

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  3. Lovely post. Glad I'm not the only one to stumble across books I'd bought and completely forgotten I had.

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  4. Nope, beginning to understand that it's an absolutely normal part of the book owning experience ;)

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  5. I love it when you go to have a good book clear-out and instead find gems you'd forgotten. Definitely a nice surprise.

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